I'm staring at the ceiling and figuring about my life.
26 years and a month.
To be honest, it took me 26years to understand this life.
Somehow i was thinking that if it's not because of the pain that i felt, the people who left me, and the failure that i face, maybe i still didn't 'get' this life.
After 26 years, i am proudly say that i am now having most rational state of mind.
1> Detachment from what u love the most 2> understand why are we here in this world. (as a WORSHIPPER)
It was not simple at all. But once u get it, u didn't bother that much when life gives u hell.