Sunday, October 19, 2008
Aku...penat..sgt penat..dgn assgmn yg byk gle..dgn karenah org yg mcm2..penat dgn diri sendiri. Bagaimana caranya untuk menikmati hidup? utk merasa gembira dan tidak terbeban dengan keadaan sekarang. I'm questioning myself about that so many time and yet i don know d answer. Maybe..to be alive@happy, i must feel great about myself. I think too much about wut others may think about me. Perhaps they don even care about me. yeah. i think they don even care about me as i don care about them. AT ALL. As i see people r trying so hard to be acknowledged by others, i became matured. Maybe because i've been there or maybe because i don wanna be them. Acknowledgment is important as for u to feel confident about ur self. But..now, to be acknowledged by others became my least priority. i don know wut is happening to me. But i really don care about people rite now and not even myself. i just walking the path of my life without putting much thought and effort into it. it's like i'm dead but i'm alive!i'm like a breathing corpse.