U know, i have always this kind of thought. Right now, the relationship between me and Allah is quite good. I have relied on Him for everything since I'm not in a serious relationship with anyone at the moment. I can see the change in me. It's true when people said that when u're truly in love with someone, u will forget everything around u. And to be honest, I've been in that situation. It's not that I've forgotten about Allah. I do remember Him. But, not as much as i am now. I guess the only good thing that happened to me from the unsuccessful relationship is I'm getting closer to Allah. It was the greatest thing to be exact. So, what I am scared of is the change of heart when I'm with somebody. That's why i hope the next person that I'm going to meet is the real deal and He will make me loves Allah more and more by day. I can't trust myself. I'm not strong enough. I need support and continuous motivation from a man that is qualified enough to be called husband. InsyAllah
Monday, July 16, 2012
Self control
Perhaps controlling myself is the most difficult thing to do. I dont know if other people r feeling the same or not.
I have planned so many things in my life. But i do so little.. Sigh
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