~~~Hey You..Yes U!!~~~

HeY..ThaNx For ViSiTIng My BloG
It'S noThiNg acTuaLLy
I jUsT need to WriTe tO FeeL beTter
WheN loT haS GoIng On iN LifE, I neEd a Place whEre I can Rest and StaY GroundEd

LoVe Ya..
amalina

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Bila Rindu Menerjah

Tajuk taknak kalah kan..haha
btw, i'm in that situation skang ni
sangat sangat sangat rindu dia
dalam keadaan mcm ni..
i get cranky easily
semua x kenela senang cite
rasa nk marah orang pon ade
saya xtau la mcm mn if 1 day kalau die xde
saya rs saya x boleh hidup
setiap kali possibility fikir yang sy akan hilang dia..airmata bleh bergenang serta merta
saya x pernah cinta seseorang seperti saya cinta dia
dia..kekuatan saya
dia..seorang yang sangat kuat dan tabah yang saya pernah jumpa
selalu berdoa untuk saya
selalu mengatakan "everything is going to be alright"
Ya Allah
Panjangkan lah lagi waktu aku dengan dia..
Tak sanggup rasanya ingin memikirkan ketiadaan dia..

Dia..ibuku..
i miss u so much mama..so much :'(

Thursday, October 14, 2010

nobody said life is easy




Life?
how was it?

sometimes....
life is fun

sometimes....
life is tiring

sometimes...
life is suffocating

sometimes...
life is dull

everyday is not the same

even though we're doing the same thing
we are not living the same day

as time passed

we get older

i get older

everyday

i wake up with different feelings

today i'm so excited to face the day..but anyway..it doesnt turn out as i expected

tomorrow..perhaps i will wake up with a very bad feeling but..who knows..i will meet somebody who can cheer the day

isn't life exciting?

it doesn't always happen according to what we expect

we always hope for a happy life
an easy life

we are all coward

perhaps

i'm a coward

i don't like living in a hard way

i don't like taking responsibility

i don't like people counting on me

i hate it

but..

we didn't get to choose our life

it is what it is

The wise thing that i can do is

NOT TURNING MY BACK N PROUDLY FACE IT

just think that " will this thing matter in 10 years from now"

so far..for me

life is good

it has its ups n downs

but..

with my family around

with friends

with this kind of mind

and Allah, of course who always enable things for me,

NOTHING is actually IMPOSSIBLE

let just think

u still alive right? what's more important than that?
Just give it a thought

why bother sitting and weeping

u got whole life to celebrate

bunch of friends to count on

don't ever point your fist up to sky and mad at your Creator

be ashamed because

U'RE BORROWING THIS LIFE

He never said that this life is easy n for you to live your life so carelessly

if u cant face the life

it's not because of Him make it hard for you

it is you who cannot live it so thankfully

be ashamed

for you people who continuously live in anger and without hope


You have Allah..that's the greatest gift..think about it~
"When you drop a glass of plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound
When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or
When a picture falls off the wall it it makes a noise
BUT
as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent
You would think as it's so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world,
But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.."

if you could see me now
Cecelia ahern

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Petua hidup gembira?

Nak hidup hepi?
bagaimana?

nk hidup hepy x semestinya kene tunggu jadi kaya
or dicintai orang yg anda suka
or ape2 la
perkara2 tu just penyebab hidup adalah gembira
tetapi untuk memulakan hari sebagai satu hari yang bermakna,
it starts from within

petua hidup gembira by Siti Nur Amalina Kamaruddin

1-100) Doa Doa Doa. Nak gembira kenalah doa. Tak caya? cuba doa n bagi harapan penuh pada Allah supaya setiap hari hidup berjalan lancar, bahagia dan aman.

betul ni..it works everytime i seek Allah

Alhamdulillah

Kenapa hidup anda serabut? x hepi?

Sebab jauh dari Allah, hidup sebab manusia lain. Tak penah doa. Kenapa nk bergantung pada manusia, padahal ada Allah. Masalah mesti ada solution. mesti ada. tak akan ada jalan mati.

Cubalah start arini, berdoa. aku pon selalu doa supaya aku jadi orang yang lebih baik sbb aku suka main2..suka lambat2kan solat, kdg2 lupa pada Allah. dan saat aku lupa tulah ujian banyak sgt, semua x kene. hati rs x tenang. rs nk marah,nk nangis seme ada.

hidup jangan putus asa dari rahmat Allah


Sunday, October 3, 2010

Dua PuluH eMpaT taHun


alhamdulillah..dengan kasih Allah, dah menjejaki 24 tahun..
tahun depan belum tentu dpt sambut ke x
ajal maut kan di tangan tuhan
pada siapa yg wish..thanks a lot..thanks 4 d thought
what did i wish for my self?

My wishes in order to become a better me ^_^

1) Menjadi hamba Allah yang lebih baik

2) Dengar cakap mama n tolong mama sebanyaknya

3) Kerja dengan Ikhlas, Fokus n Tekun

4) Less judging n criticize others

5) Bertemu dengan lelaki halal

6) kuruskan badan

7) kurangkan bergosip

8) kurangkan mengeluh

9) jadi kawan yang amanah

10) x cepat melatah

11) x mengharap bende yang mustahil

12) Kurangkan aktiviti x berfaedah

13) banyakkan berfikir sebelum bertindak

14) Berjimat!!!

15) Ignore nafsu!

InsyaAllah..

I'M in The MooD of This