saya sudah pulang!!

huu..finally aku dah pulang!
ape perasaan : mixed feeling la
actly that program sgtla menguji aku mentally n physically
2 hr stay kt Lembah Nur Pangsun n the rest stay kt Maktab Penjara Malaysia
i am very exhausted throughout the prog..aigooo~
smpi skrg pon badan sgt skt sbb smlm br blk dr kl..amik tiket kul 11..smpi kul 4..(padan muke ko am!)
wht did i learn? many la..n the most important thing is : to have purpose in life..
i've been living a very careless life. byk bende yg aku x amik pot, or amik tahu. so i guess, aku da xbleh hidup mcm 2. kene play a role in life. xbleh just jd smbody n ignore other things.
so..misi aku sterusnya adalah untuk RE-think about tujuan hidup aku..
sementara ade masa ni, ape yg aku actually nak
nk jd somebody or anybody? i have to decide wisely n thoughtfully..

Notebook

sy ada satu notebook
which i carry kemana2
and dlm notebook 2 ade macam2..
actually it's like reminder la
sbb sy mudah lupe tujuan hidup sy..haha
i mean..bila i tend to get jealous of other people
or bila rs sedeyh x tentu hala
i rujuk this notebook nih la
so that, kaki tu stil boleh berdiri tegak..
mulut stil boleh senyum
hidup kalo x tengok orang x sah
tapi kalau da tengok kdg2 ad rs hiba jgk
kenapa perlu kesal pd bende yang kita tak ada
money for eg
tgk orang lain beli itu ini
semua tu nafsu kan
hayoo..susah bernafsu besar ni


*grateful*
satu perkataan yang plg susah utk carry the meaning

Grown Up

I am the grown up
Should act like one
Should think like one

No pressure though

The need is no longer crucial
The temptation should be ignored

I am the grown up
I am the wiser one

Enabling their thinking
But still not following

Coz i'm rooted
To one thing called FAITH