Capek bercuti

Past few months boleh katekan sgt bz kot..

bukan bz kerja

tp bz bercuti

Bulan 10 : 22/10 - ke sabah

: 30/10 - ke KL for tunang huda n kahwin Kak Lia

Bulan 11 : 13/11 - balik cuti raya haji

: 19/10 - cuti- kat penang n kedah

: 25/11 - trip ke Medan

Bulan 12 : 4/12 - kawen Huda

: 17/12 - Balik kelate..mazni tunang

: 31/12 - Cuti ke desaru

almost every week start dr oct my schedule sgt la pack

sakit2 badan tak payah cakapla

mostly sbb travel dengan bas

paham2 la kan

lame2 duduk rs cam nk patah pinggang

adehla

neway

time mude2 ni la nk celebrate life

hopefully my life isn't going to waste as i get older

yok2..cuti sakannnn

i cant help it

Yep..sy dah blk cuti ry haji since sabtu hari 2 eventhough suppose sy cuti rabu je
kenapa?
sbb tiket ada just 12nov which is jumaat malam
nak tanak tpaksela rembat jugak..
actually keje aku xsetel lg
n td PMC da kol2..tp aku x angkat
reason: because i'm so tired dealing with those people yg hnya tahu keje lepas tangan
stiap kali aku mintak maklumat ade je alasan yg berubah2
aku pon da naik pening..
so..aku malas nk angkat
whatever!
esok la deal ngan manusia2 yng nk bende setel tp semua malas nk take part tu..
now i'm not in the state untuk bercakap pasal keje

dealing dengan manusia for work matter adalah sangat tidak seronok n i am officially hate it..VERY MUCH

at some point

aku rs hidup aku bergerak dengan sangat lambat

masa memang sgt cepat

tp diri aku..self maturing adalah sangat lambat n i cant cope with time

i still love the littlest thing yg mebi stgh orang yg da mencapai umo aku xsuka which is staying up late watching movie series, reality shows n tengok katon

i love that kind of thing. it makes me happy

but..doing the thing that u love always come with a great price

it's time consuming

i have responsibilities now

as a student (soon) n as a worker

and i can't compromise

i always think that if i didnt do things that i love, i'm not living my life well

it seems to me..at this point that sacrificing the time for things that i love is not the best way.

if i ask people..they will say that '' just allocate the time wisely"

i already know the ans for my prob but it is hard to control myself

very hard

self rebel is not easy to handle

i always promise myself that i will get better 'tomorrow'

'tomorrow' always become the excuse

n as the time passed. 'tomorrow' seems endless

and i get upset with myself

believe or not

i'm setting a high bar for myself

and that's why i end up becoming rebellious...over myself

it's not too late to change i guess

but it's not easy to convince myself though

i must win over myself once again

so that i dont have to go through the pain that i'm experiencing now

i'm in pain..because i'm so upset with myself

it's the pain that not every people used to feel

Sungkyunkwan Scandal

I'm waiting for eng sub for ep 19 n 20..

hoho can't wait

actually i'm so addicted to this series..

mebi sebab aku mmg suka cite jenis women in disguise as men or vice versa..haha

the actress is so cute actually

memang menipula kan xnmpk mcm perempuan..

that's y dlm cte tu orang pgl die pretty-face boy scholar ^_^

kenapa saya suka cte neh :

1) Hero 1, Hero 2, Hero 3 adalah sgt kacak n unik perwatakan mereka..jom kenal

Lee Sun Joon (Hero 1) : Dengan kate kasarnya watak dia adalah nerd, stiff dan sgt skema..haha. Die ni macam penegak keadilan la..tp even watak die cam2, die ni ade aura yg bila tengok, kite akan rasa dia ni seksi. (blushing)..hahah..no wonder la dia leading man dlm cerita ni.

Moon Jae Shin (Hero 2) : what not to love? mysterious, cool, caring n sangat sweet. I'm melted! haha. dalam crita ni, dia adalah rebellious, x cakap banyak n fight for his right kind of person. Tak suka pergi kelas,x ske involve activity sekolah dan bercampur dengan orang. Tapi dia berubah jd caring lepas dia tahu yang Kim Yoon Hee adalah perempuan. Yang comelnya, bila dia di kalangan perempuan dia akan hiccup. so cute.

Gu Yoong Ha (Hero 3) : pernah tengok pirates of Caribbean tak? bila aku tengok watak die ni mesti aku teringat Capt Jack Sparrow ; playboy, cunning and brilliant (without his eyeliner n beaded hair..haha). Even cara jalan pon macam sama. If u miss Capt Jack Sparrow, then u should watch this guy act. ^_^

2) Heroin die cute tp x cengeng!

Kim Yoon Hee/Kim Yoon Syik : die ni disguise as lelaki utk masuk sekolah lelaki. Takde sapa findout kecuali sorang cikgu dia dgn Moon Jae Shin.. Since MJS tau die ppuan, bleh nampakla betapa caringnya lelaki ni towards KYH. Watak dia tegas n xdela nangis2 selalu cam heroin melayu. die menangis hanya bila perlu.haha.

3) Diorang seme sangat pandai berlakon even 1st time blakon. e.g Hero 1 adalah dari grup DBSK dari korea n 1st time blakon. Tapi boleh dipuji la sbb watak dia as sombody yg cold n upright to sgt menjadi. even tak pernah bukak baju or tunjuk six packs tp still nampak gagah.hoho..

4) Crita ni actually byk pasal falsafah Confucius. Tapi, yang peliknya cite dia x bosan langsung n apa yg cube diorang smpi kan mengenai falsafah tu boleh diterima la. Kalau la crita melayu boleh buat cerita mcm ni..

5) Cerita ni suppose menjadi cerita yg membosankn sebab latar blakang cte ni zaman Joseon iaitu zaman korea ada maharaja lg.Lagi satu sebab cerita berkisar dalam kawasan sekolah tu je. And baju-baju diorang pon x menarik. asyik pakai baju besar2. Tapi.. semua tu dicover oleh jalan cerita yang menarik n kita cam bleh forgetla about little2 stuff.

6) Diorang x mekap pon ok. no such bulu mata palsu, foundation, mascara seme tu. Heroin memang muke xmekap langsung. Damn i envy her skin!

haih..episod final adalah 20 so mmg xsbr sgt nk habiskan!!!

for more info : http://www.koreandrama.org/?p=3619

sy suka tgk o9 di sini : http://www.dramacrazy.net/korean-drama/sungkyunkwan-scandel/

Bila Rindu Menerjah

Tajuk taknak kalah kan..haha
btw, i'm in that situation skang ni
sangat sangat sangat rindu dia
dalam keadaan mcm ni..
i get cranky easily
semua x kenela senang cite
rasa nk marah orang pon ade
saya xtau la mcm mn if 1 day kalau die xde
saya rs saya x boleh hidup
setiap kali possibility fikir yang sy akan hilang dia..airmata bleh bergenang serta merta
saya x pernah cinta seseorang seperti saya cinta dia
dia..kekuatan saya
dia..seorang yang sangat kuat dan tabah yang saya pernah jumpa
selalu berdoa untuk saya
selalu mengatakan "everything is going to be alright"
Ya Allah
Panjangkan lah lagi waktu aku dengan dia..
Tak sanggup rasanya ingin memikirkan ketiadaan dia..

Dia..ibuku..
i miss u so much mama..so much :'(

nobody said life is easy

Life?
how was it?

sometimes....
life is fun

sometimes....
life is tiring

sometimes...
life is suffocating

sometimes...
life is dull

everyday is not the same

even though we're doing the same thing
we are not living the same day

as time passed

we get older

i get older

everyday

i wake up with different feelings

today i'm so excited to face the day..but anyway..it doesnt turn out as i expected

tomorrow..perhaps i will wake up with a very bad feeling but..who knows..i will meet somebody who can cheer the day

isn't life exciting?

it doesn't always happen according to what we expect

we always hope for a happy life
an easy life

we are all coward

perhaps

i'm a coward

i don't like living in a hard way

i don't like taking responsibility

i don't like people counting on me

i hate it

but..

we didn't get to choose our life

it is what it is

The wise thing that i can do is

NOT TURNING MY BACK N PROUDLY FACE IT

just think that " will this thing matter in 10 years from now"

so far..for me

life is good

it has its ups n downs

but..

with my family around

with friends

with this kind of mind

and Allah, of course who always enable things for me,

NOTHING is actually IMPOSSIBLE

let just think

u still alive right? what's more important than that?
Just give it a thought

why bother sitting and weeping

u got whole life to celebrate

bunch of friends to count on

don't ever point your fist up to sky and mad at your Creator

be ashamed because

U'RE BORROWING THIS LIFE

He never said that this life is easy n for you to live your life so carelessly

if u cant face the life

it's not because of Him make it hard for you

it is you who cannot live it so thankfully

be ashamed

for you people who continuously live in anger and without hope


You have Allah..that's the greatest gift..think about it~

"When you drop a glass of plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound
When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or
When a picture falls off the wall it it makes a noise
BUT
as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent
You would think as it's so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world,
But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.."

if you could see me now

Cecelia ahern

Petua hidup gembira?

Nak hidup hepi?

bagaimana?

nk hidup hepy x semestinya kene tunggu jadi kaya

or dicintai orang yg anda suka

or ape2 la

perkara2 tu just penyebab hidup adalah gembira

tetapi untuk memulakan hari sebagai satu hari yang bermakna,

it starts from within

petua hidup gembira by Siti Nur Amalina Kamaruddin

1-100) Doa Doa Doa. Nak gembira kenalah doa. Tak caya? cuba doa n bagi harapan penuh pada Allah supaya setiap hari hidup berjalan lancar, bahagia dan aman.

betul ni..it works everytime i seek Allah

Alhamdulillah

Kenapa hidup anda serabut? x hepi?

Sebab jauh dari Allah, hidup sebab manusia lain. Tak penah doa. Kenapa nk bergantung pada manusia, padahal ada Allah. Masalah mesti ada solution. mesti ada. tak akan ada jalan mati.

Cubalah start arini, berdoa. aku pon selalu doa supaya aku jadi orang yang lebih baik sbb aku suka main2..suka lambat2kan solat, kdg2 lupa pada Allah. dan saat aku lupa tulah ujian banyak sgt, semua x kene. hati rs x tenang. rs nk marah,nk nangis seme ada.

hidup jangan putus asa dari rahmat Allah