Bila Rindu Menerjah

Tajuk taknak kalah kan..haha
btw, i'm in that situation skang ni
sangat sangat sangat rindu dia
dalam keadaan mcm ni..
i get cranky easily
semua x kenela senang cite
rasa nk marah orang pon ade
saya xtau la mcm mn if 1 day kalau die xde
saya rs saya x boleh hidup
setiap kali possibility fikir yang sy akan hilang dia..airmata bleh bergenang serta merta
saya x pernah cinta seseorang seperti saya cinta dia
dia..kekuatan saya
dia..seorang yang sangat kuat dan tabah yang saya pernah jumpa
selalu berdoa untuk saya
selalu mengatakan "everything is going to be alright"
Ya Allah
Panjangkan lah lagi waktu aku dengan dia..
Tak sanggup rasanya ingin memikirkan ketiadaan dia..

Dia..ibuku..
i miss u so much mama..so much :'(

nobody said life is easy

Life?
how was it?

sometimes....
life is fun

sometimes....
life is tiring

sometimes...
life is suffocating

sometimes...
life is dull

everyday is not the same

even though we're doing the same thing
we are not living the same day

as time passed

we get older

i get older

everyday

i wake up with different feelings

today i'm so excited to face the day..but anyway..it doesnt turn out as i expected

tomorrow..perhaps i will wake up with a very bad feeling but..who knows..i will meet somebody who can cheer the day

isn't life exciting?

it doesn't always happen according to what we expect

we always hope for a happy life
an easy life

we are all coward

perhaps

i'm a coward

i don't like living in a hard way

i don't like taking responsibility

i don't like people counting on me

i hate it

but..

we didn't get to choose our life

it is what it is

The wise thing that i can do is

NOT TURNING MY BACK N PROUDLY FACE IT

just think that " will this thing matter in 10 years from now"

so far..for me

life is good

it has its ups n downs

but..

with my family around

with friends

with this kind of mind

and Allah, of course who always enable things for me,

NOTHING is actually IMPOSSIBLE

let just think

u still alive right? what's more important than that?
Just give it a thought

why bother sitting and weeping

u got whole life to celebrate

bunch of friends to count on

don't ever point your fist up to sky and mad at your Creator

be ashamed because

U'RE BORROWING THIS LIFE

He never said that this life is easy n for you to live your life so carelessly

if u cant face the life

it's not because of Him make it hard for you

it is you who cannot live it so thankfully

be ashamed

for you people who continuously live in anger and without hope


You have Allah..that's the greatest gift..think about it~

"When you drop a glass of plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound
When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or
When a picture falls off the wall it it makes a noise
BUT
as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent
You would think as it's so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world,
But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.."

if you could see me now

Cecelia ahern

Petua hidup gembira?

Nak hidup hepi?

bagaimana?

nk hidup hepy x semestinya kene tunggu jadi kaya

or dicintai orang yg anda suka

or ape2 la

perkara2 tu just penyebab hidup adalah gembira

tetapi untuk memulakan hari sebagai satu hari yang bermakna,

it starts from within

petua hidup gembira by Siti Nur Amalina Kamaruddin

1-100) Doa Doa Doa. Nak gembira kenalah doa. Tak caya? cuba doa n bagi harapan penuh pada Allah supaya setiap hari hidup berjalan lancar, bahagia dan aman.

betul ni..it works everytime i seek Allah

Alhamdulillah

Kenapa hidup anda serabut? x hepi?

Sebab jauh dari Allah, hidup sebab manusia lain. Tak penah doa. Kenapa nk bergantung pada manusia, padahal ada Allah. Masalah mesti ada solution. mesti ada. tak akan ada jalan mati.

Cubalah start arini, berdoa. aku pon selalu doa supaya aku jadi orang yang lebih baik sbb aku suka main2..suka lambat2kan solat, kdg2 lupa pada Allah. dan saat aku lupa tulah ujian banyak sgt, semua x kene. hati rs x tenang. rs nk marah,nk nangis seme ada.

hidup jangan putus asa dari rahmat Allah

Dua PuluH eMpaT taHun

alhamdulillah..dengan kasih Allah, dah menjejaki 24 tahun..
tahun depan belum tentu dpt sambut ke x
ajal maut kan di tangan tuhan
pada siapa yg wish..thanks a lot..thanks 4 d thought
what did i wish for my self?

My wishes in order to become a better me ^_^

1) Menjadi hamba Allah yang lebih baik

2) Dengar cakap mama n tolong mama sebanyaknya

3) Kerja dengan Ikhlas, Fokus n Tekun

4) Less judging n criticize others

5) Bertemu dengan lelaki halal

6) kuruskan badan

7) kurangkan bergosip

8) kurangkan mengeluh

9) jadi kawan yang amanah

10) x cepat melatah

11) x mengharap bende yang mustahil

12) Kurangkan aktiviti x berfaedah

13) banyakkan berfikir sebelum bertindak

14) Berjimat!!!

15) Ignore nafsu!

InsyaAllah..

CINTA

cinta..satu perkataan yang disertai satu helaan nafas..
cinta
cinta
cinta

agak muak dengan perkataan itu

dan muak juga dengan kata-kata "satu hari nanti jumpala tu"

i don't need that comfort

sebab aku pun tahu..suatu hari nanti..dengan izinNya..Pasti bertemu

cinta adalah satu pilihan

dan aku pilih untuk tidak bercinta

kenapa?

.............................

atas sebab-sebab yang aku sendiri pun tidak pasti

tapi

yang pasti..

bercinta, dicintai, mencintai

adalah fitrah

dalam hari-hari yang ditempuh..pasti ada suatu hari yang dirasai sangat kosong..sangat sunyi

who am i kidding

tapi

bercinta just to kill time tidak memerlukan pemikiran

tapi bercinta untuk sehidup semati

perlukan pemikiran dan keputusan

aku hanya menunggu sign dari hati

sekarang hati masih kata belum

aku tidak akan bercinta sebab semua orang bercinta...

sebab semua orang sudah mahu kahwin

cinta x perlu terburu buru

cinta perlu dirasai dengan perlahan

begitulah aku ingin menikmati cinta

seperti menikmati donut dengan filling yang enak

perlu dinikmati dengan perlahan

dan merasainya dengan perasaan yang gembira

bagi aku

bercinta adalah satu celebration dari dua hati

sehingga aku bertemu dengan satu lagi jiwa yang dapat meraikannya,
aku decide untuk stay single

kehidupan bersendiri lebih menyenangkan

sekarang

rasa sangat ringan

jalan rasa pantas

fikiran lebih matang

tapi..tak pernah terlintas untuk selama-lamanya sendiri

aku berharap juga bertemu dengan dia

InsyaAllah



Absence makes the heart grow fonder - william shakespeare

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over.

Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same

It's so easy, To think about Love, To Talk about Love, To wish for Love, But it's not always easy, To recognize Love, Even when we hold it.... In our hands.



Let's have a cup of love.... shall we?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Men are hilarious

What a joke
only that i can say to certain men
i can see them a bit clearer now
they like to hook up a lot
having scandal here and there
they make me feel nauseous..seriously!
oh God

it's quite funny though
Claiming that they miss u..but in fact..they already in a relationship

Oh come on..

i hope that they won't think women as an easy target

men, listen..
Don't lie
Be sincere
Be loyal

CHOOSE only 1 and be true to her

coz..you know, women's heart, no matter how hard they appear on the outside,
they are all fragile in the inside
they are all forgiving,
and you are all VERY good with words
don't take this as an advantage to win the heart over and over
coz heart will finally grew tired and broke

i'm writing this on behalf of my fellow 'girlfriends'
and myself
coz it happened to me once..
(i called it as a 'project' because it's some sort of doing research about relationship =P)
but, instead of feeling disappointed, i found this thing kind of hilarious
in fact very very funny
you thought i will fall for u?
NOT IN A MILLION YEARS!
(it's written on ur forehead "i have a gf"...LOL what a joke)

so..Please..Please..and Please
value the relationship that u've already commit to
it doesn't matter if u're men or women,
be honest
if your heart is not for her anymore, just say it, ends it
that's better than knowing the truth u're having an affair
much much better..







if you're viewing this page,
i want to apologize, ( i'm not that sorry though)
i just play along because i want to see how far this game could actually be
and how far u will try
finally
when you say 'i miss u'
i think that's it..i've reached my boiling point and i disregard this kind of relationship that u'd offered
so...GAME OVER!! HAhaHa~